It's Friday

My vacation will be over soon........sadness.....teardrop.....but it's been good.  Used this time as a re-evaluation of my life.  Someone told me I think too much......I think that person is once again dead on the nose........"Who are you that you can read so much into my character....my soul... are we connected through the spritual what exactly is your role for diggin so deep within my soul?"........  Another day with just me and Drew...bout to go hit the grocery store and pic up some snacks..watch a movie and chill yet another day.  I think...geez..I need a life.  My birthday is coming up on me kinda fast and somehow...I dont seem to be excited about it...must be cause Im turning 40...teardrop...I'll prolly do what I always do on my birthday...Nothing..be alone...being with no relationship has been good and bad....Good because it was needed and bad because once again Im alone.  Im at the point in life don't want just a physical relationship.... Not even sure what I really want...but one thing is forsure....He has to be God sent   "I see you in the midst...but you face has not become clear...I know that you exist...I just dont know if your near....more to come on the the "Chosen One".