Brainstorming

Today is Friday and a 3day weekend.  I am so excited.  No plans, but one thing is for sure...I don't have to go to work.....Yeah.....Tired of working for people.  My dream is one day....soon be self employed.  I have a few irons in the fire..and prayer behind them so they can be manifested...but only if it is God's Will.  I have been reaching out to quite a few publishing companies.  Little to my knowledge, they can be a bit pricy.  I did narrow it down to a few I may go with.  I am thinking about a paper back...and I have enlisted my oldest son Mondwell (born Artist) to design the cover for my book.  I am so excited.  I have  two journals and they are filling up quick.  I just feel so damn inspired.  I just cant figure it all out but enjoying and living in the moment of it.  I post most of my poems that are for viewing, to "The Poetry Lounge" on fb.  I think that will be central station for now.  I have many that will not be posted because that would just give up the anticipation.  I have been getting alot of good feedback and suprisinly alot of hits to the facebook site and even my little blog.  It feels good.  I had 221 hits to the fb book page and about 70 to my blogger.. I bout fell out.  I thought I had like no more than 10..lol..so Im glad.  I only get feedback through emails or msgs, but no one ever post on my wall to say hated it....loved it....so I guess that will lead me speculate. I am working on a new poem called "Open Doors"  in a quick synopsis...it's about all the doors we open in our lives....good ones and bad ones...doors that we need to close..like to our past...and to be careful of how many doors you have open at one time.. this can cause mass confusion and before you know it...we are doing things and allowing things in our life, we wouldnt normally...and "BAM".....REGRET....Time to "WAKE UP".  And my ultimate poem and my whole dedication of  this book will be my story in poem form of  "WHO GOD IS TO ME" and how I came to meet him.  I pray this poem will reach into hearts and maybe allow people that dont really know who God is...to see who he is or to at least see what it is he does for me open their minds to the thought of...If he does all that for her...than maybe me too.  My book might not even sell, but that is not its purpose..or at least not mine..This was prophesised to me 2years ago and I am just walking into it.....EXCITED and JOYFUL to be a "Soldier for God".